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About Me
- Shwetank Shukla
- A 1991 born... used to live in Jhunsi, Allahabad, followed by George-Town in the same city.... and now have a permanent residence at Balrampur-House, Allahabad. Right now am studying in Noida.
Wednesday, 15 June 2011
Tuesday, 14 June 2011
Brittle Bullets
[Tried to do things differently this time. :) ]
[chapter 1: the departure]
Hey love,
Please don't be sad.
Yeah, i promise
I ll be back.
I love you shona,
Always remember that
And for our baby's sake
Now please relax..
I love you too Jim,
& i don't wanna be sad..
Its just this time
The war is pretty bad..
Well..
Nevermind..
Here, take your hat..
Just be back
Before you become a dad...
[chapter 2: the loot-1]
What the hell..!
You killed him Dan!?!
I told you ass,
Not to kill a man!
I got nervous,
Sorry Ron.
He tried to fight,
So i took him on!
Basic instinct,
Never wanted to shoot..
Forget it man..
Just divide the loot!
[chapter 3: the letters]
Hey baby,
Am doing just fine.
Got your letter,
Last week some time!
I was so glad
To hear from you!
Here, its just blood and bullets,
Nothing new!
You were right,
This time its pretty bad!
Battered and bruised men,
Is all am looking at!
Thursday,
Those dogs attacked flying in their birds.
The scene was chaotic & mad..
Disaster unheard!
Five are missing,
& twenty have died.
Couple of us left,
With brittle bullets inside.
I love you shona
& i'm gonna be back..
& that too
Before i'll become a dad..!
.....*.....*.....*.....
Oh Jim.. Thank god
You are still alive
Just come back honey
My love, my life!
Am shattered and broken..
Something terrible has happened.
Last week,
They said
You were attacked and probably dead..
I cried and cried till i fainted in my bed.
Am sorry Jimmy..
But i wanted to die
Remove you from my world..
And there is nothing left
In my life..!
When i came to my senses..
I was not in our bed..
But in a hospital room..
Which reeked of the dead
Thank god you are alive
But still there was a death
Am sorry Jimmy , i failed..
Our baby, in my womb it bled!
Now its all dark for me..
Am alone, just be back
Cant write anymore
Feeling blue, looking black..
.....*.....*.....*.....
Oh my god..MY Love..
Just stand firm,
Be strong!
Am coming back within a week
& nothing ever will go wrong!
They are deporting me back,
With the next batch..
Just have faith in our love
Be strong, hold the latch!
I just want you to know
That i'll never leave you again
God wants to play,
But we'll win this game!
You are never alone
No matter what happens
Just look in your heart
U ll find me there
Holdin your hand
There is love and care!
Tomorrow,
I will post this one as soon as i reach the port.
Baby hold firm just for 4 days more
&
I'll be there
Knocking on our door..!
[chapter 4: the loot-2]
Well Ronny boy..
Nothing much in his purse
Name's Jim, has 100 credits,
A 'letter',
& a card of his church.
Well what can i say..
Its just another poor night.
Lets divide the credits
And drown him away from the lights.
Don't worry man..
C'mon ..
Let's head back to the port
This time you keep the gun
& let's score some more..!
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Baby
[My attempt at a love song... :) ]
(chorus) Never seen nobody like you Oh yeah its true that I love you For you my feelings are firm Oh yeah you are mine baby-girl (rap1) Oh baby you are my girl & for you I will burn Just tell me the direction & blindly i will turn Let come rain, Lightening or thunder Don't be afraid Cuz no matter the weather Inside, am assured That we are destined to be together If its my love That you are doubting Then let me tell you All about it It all started when I saw you & Thought there's nobody Like you (chorus) Never seen nobody like you Oh yeah its true that I love you For you my feelings are firm Oh yeah you are mine baby-girl Never seen nobody like you Oh yeah its true that I love you For you my feelings are firm Oh yeah you are mine baby-girl (rap2) Oh baby you are my girl You are my diamond, angel, pearl Yeah, the first time I saw you Your-halo made my heart unfurl Yeah right, its you You are the one Other than you I want none Life with you Is so much fun Without you, Just cant think 'bout one! If its my love That you are doubting Then let me tell you All about it It all started when I saw you & Thought there's nobody Like you (chorus) Never seen nobody like you Oh yeah its true that I love you For you my feelings are firm Oh yeah you are mine baby-girl
High Time
[ In this one I have addressed various social evils ... one with a message :) ]
This world is such a tricky place
Emotions die without a trace
They even say that love is waste
Yeah, its really a tricky place!
Years ago we got water for free..
Now we have to pay
For such a basic need
Lumbering is rich, so we are losing our trees
Future is getting erased
Cuz we have to fulfill our greed!
This world is such a freaky place
Murder is common and so is rape
Officials demand money to catch up pace
Yeah, its really a freaky place!
Relations aren't beautiful in this world anymore..
He fucked his daughter as if she was a whore
And there she killed her husband for someone she adored
Just hate all this fuck man, from my heart's core!
The worst thing is this
That you folks know all this from before..
Me spitting this shit makes no sense you know!
You think all this wont affect you,
C'mon how the fuck can u be so sure?!?
One day you'll also find your lives turning sore !
Its a request, its an appeal,
Just want you guys to understand and feel
It has to be us, it has to be we,
Cuz its our problem..CANT YOU see?!?
C'mon guys come out of ur house,
Its HIGH TIME, and we need to act now!
Time is less, life is precious
C'mon guys so now dont waste
Save our earth before its too late!
Yeah you got it,
We need to act in haste
Cuz this tricky freaky world was once
Sunday, 12 June 2011
Friday, 10 June 2011
Nostalgia
[This one is about school life...Taking excerpts from my own, I started writing it after my school-farewell, just before my class 12th board exams :D ]
Hey homie hie,
Wassup?
How ya doing man....
Fine, you?
M doing good too,
Its hot,
So lemme switch on the fan....
You hound
Why dun you sit down
And its good you showed up...
Was feeling nostaligic,
Missing school,
Without friends,
Lyfz fucked up!
Yep broda, you are right
Now lyfs in black n white.
Those were the days,the ways
Of our life..
So crazy, amazing,
Just everything for which
Now am craving...
You know,
I remember the first day we met,
The day of admission test...
And its funny,
Cuz i dun even remember
Mah misuz b'day
Or
The size of meh vest!
Yeah, i remember it too
And even that lil' guy,
Who was showing ya attitude...
Wish could have fucked him
In his ass,
And that too without lube!
Btw in class one,
Remember..?
When ya told me that new guy
Was bullying you...
Ya know,
I went to him later,
Intending
To teach him a lesson or two,
But(t fuck you)..
He punched me in mah stomach saying
"am the boss, not you"...
[tring tring..]
Mate your phone rings..!
Hey baby hiee..
Bye?..BUT Why?..
No baby no,
I ain't doing no cheating...
I seriously am stuck,
Cuz of an important meeting!..
Trust me sweetheart,
I really love you...
Even now,
Back in "office"
Am thinking only bout you!
[cut]
What the f...!
Why is my wife always
After my life !?!
Hey chillax, take some soda,
And stop staring at that knife!
Yeah right, its usual,
Happens every other night!..
Anyway know what...
I still yearn for those breaks,
Those tiring kiddo games,
Stealing samosas from others plate,
Eating maggi, playing football,
Really miss those times, that phase!!
Yep,
And also playing cricket after school
And at eve watching chicks in the pool!
That sissy studious fool,
And bugging our teachers was so cool!
Yep broda, you are right..
Now lyfs in black n white.
Those were the days, the ways
Of our life...
Wish time really flies back..
Cuz i wanna relive that life!
Labels:
feeling nostalgic,
friends,
missing friends,
nostalgia,
old times,
poem,
rap,
rap song,
school,
school days,
school life,
song
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